Luscious Part 2

I didn't leave my bed for two days. I just lay there a pathetic, rather disgusting lump of tears, tissues and regret. I felt like a loser; I had no job, no goals, and the most painful, no Caleb. I tortured myself by reading and rereading the note he'd left for me, and wearing his t-shirt I had taken from his house. It definitely didn't smell as good now as it did when I first put it on. Although I had zero motivation, I knew I couldn't go on like this. I had to get up and get on with my life. After all this was my fault - I had lied to him and done him wrong. And now I had to live with my choices.*This novella series contains steamy scenes and is meant for an adult audience*