Hidden Through My Windows: A Journey of Healing From Sexual Abuse

Take this journey with author Estefany Quijano as she describes herself and her life at the age of 12. Every page of her book detailing the traumatic experiences Estefany had to encounter, all which resulted in forming her into the woman she has become now. HIDDEN THROUGH MY WINDOWS is told from the lens of Estefany’s childhood through adulthood voice.

Estefany Quijano shares the hardships she encountered at an early age when she began experiencing sexual abuse. “I fell to the ground of the tub crying. I wanted to scream but I couldn’t. I had to keep quiet. I sat on the ground of the tub, placed my hand on my mouth to prevent myself from letting my scream out. “I got to keep scrubbing” So I scrubbed and scrubbed harder each time,” recalled Estefany the moment she knew her innocence was gone.

Hidden Through My Windows will take you through Estefany's childhood abuses and her depression through her adolescence. But her heart ultimately is to share the secret to her healing. Many dark encounters occurred hidden through her window, but the moment a sudden light reached her window, there was nothing strong enough to prevent that light from pushing its way through. The kind of light that only God offers and was capable of performing an incredible transformation in Estefany’s life. The kind of light that is ready to also enter into your home. Dive into Estefany’s story and discover that NOTHING is impossible for God!

TRIGGER WARNING: THE THEMES EXPLORED IN THIS BOOK ENCOMPASS A RANGE OF SENSITIVE TOPICS, INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO EXPERIENCES RESEMBLING EARLY SIGNS OF SCHIZOPHRENIA, EXPLICIT DEPICTIONS OF SEXUAL ABUSE, THE USE OF LANGUAGE THAT MAY BE CONSIDERED OFFENSIVE TO SOME, DISCUSSIONS OF SUICIDAL IDEATION, DEPICTIONS OF SELF-HARM, ENCOUNTERS WITH PSYCHOSIS, PTSD, AND VIVID DESCRIPTIONS OF DISTRESSING EVENTS WITNESSED BY THE NARRATOR. IT IS ESSENTIAL TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT WHILE THE NARRATIVE IS PRESENTED IN A STRAIGHTFORWARD MANNER ACCESSIBLE TO ALL AGES, IT CONTAINS PROFOUNDLY HEAVY SCENES THAT ARE DEPICTED WITH UNFLINCHING REALISM. PARENTS, IN PARTICULAR, MAY FIND THE CONTENT ALARMING AND UNSUITABLE FOR THEIR CHILDREN, AND I ADVISE THOROUGH CONSIDERATION BEFORE ALLOWING THEM TO ENGAGE WITH THE MATERIAL.

"HIDDEN THROUGH MY WINDOWS" INVITES READERS TO NAVIGATE THROUGH A SPECTRUM OF WEIGHTY SCENARIOS. WHILE THE NARRATIVE MAY PROVOKE DISCOMFORT OR UNEASE, IT GRADUALLY UNFOLDS TOWARDS A MORE IMPACTFUL CONCLUSION. HOWEVER, IF ANY OF THE THEMES MENTIONED RESONATE AS TRIGGERS FOR YOU, THE AUTHOR STRONGLY ADVISES AGAINST PROCEEDING WITH THE BOOK. FOR THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO ENGAGE WITH THE TEXT, THE AUTHOR IMPLORES YOU NOT TO NAVIGATE ITS THEMES ALONE; THE AUTHOR ENCOURAGES YOU TO SEEK THE SUPPORT OF YOUR TRUSTED CIRCLE AS YOU DELVE INTO ITS PAGES.