Fire And Ice

It hurts to love a straight guy.Cam's all smiles and dimples. He doesn't have a clue what he does to me.I've loved the guy for years, but to him I'm just a friend.Every time I try to move on, all I can think about is Cam.But is there a possibility of anything more?I'm straight. How can I love a guy?Richie is my best friend. He's the best guy in the world.So why do I feel so weird when I see him out with a guy?It doesn't take long for me to realize it's jealousy.Damn it. Maybe I'm not as straight as I thought. One kiss with Richie and all thoughts of straight fly out the window.I want to see where our feelings take us.But will life with Richie be enough when I've always craved a family and a white picket fence?