If I Dont Love You (Chinese Edition)

Jian Anjie, a girl who feels repelled by the outside world, was born in a family preferring boys to girls. She is naturally kind of shy, and whats worse is that she is sent to abroad where she doesnt understand the language and has to live in short of money, so her disposition becomes worse. While Xi Xichen is her bane in life, who sticks to her like a limpet. Though she really dislikes it, she gradually accepts it. But when will the kind of doomed love finish? At the age of 10, what she wants is to watch the blue sky and white clouds holding the hands of her mother and father; and at the age of 10 she wants to move the blue sky and white clouds to paper and draws herself perhaps her parents, too; at the age of 15 she wants to draw herself and her loved boy on the paper; when she is 20, she finds that there is only herself on paper; when she is 25, she thinks it doesnt matter that she is all alone; later on and on she finds that originally he has always been on her paper.