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Golden Child, Scapegoat: Breaking Free From the Narcissist Who Raised You. A Story of Family Abuse, Going No-contact, and Discovering That Blood Doesn't Obligate You to Stay in the Line of Fire.

Eli Varden

She was the difficult one. The too-sensitive one. The child who cried too much, needed too much, was too much. Her sibling was the golden child. The easy one. The one their mother actually loved. At least, that’s what Alex has believed her entire life. When her mother’s speech at Jordan’s engagement party publicly humiliates her—disguised as a loving anecdote—something inside Alex finally cracks. A late-night internet search leads her to words she’s never encountered before: narcissistic parent. Scapegoat. Golden child. Flying monkeys. Words that explain everything. Now Alex faces the most terrifying decision of her life: keep playing the role her family assigned her, or walk away from everyone she’s ever known. Because going no contact with an abusive parent isn’t like leaving an abusive partner. There’s no restraining order against your own mother. Society won’t support you. Your family will turn against you. And the guilt never stops. But neither does the abuse. Golden Child, Scapegoat is for everyone who’s ever: Googled “why does my mother hate me” at 2 AM Been told they’re “too sensitive” for having feelings Watched a sibling get the love they were starving for Wondered if cutting off family makes them a monster Needed someone to say: you’re not crazy, and you’re not alone Through Alex’s raw, unflinching journey—from awakening to grief to liberation—this novel gives voice to the pain that millions carry in silence. It’s not self-help. It’s the story you’ll recognize in your bones. If you loved I’m Glad My Mom Died, Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents, or Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine, this book was written for you.

GenresParenting & RelationshipsFamily RelationshipsDysfunctional FamiliesLiterature & FictionGenre FictionPsychological

359 pages

English edition · First published 2026 by Independently published · ISBN 9798245537856

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