Fraternity

Bless me father, for I have sinned, it's been seven years since my last confession; since then I have sinned through my thoughts, words, deeds and omission and I accuse myself of the following sins: I belong to a fraternity called the Neo-Black Movement of Africa aka Black Axe. I plotted the death of a fellow member so that I can become the head of the fraternity. I arranged with others of my fraternity to rob my friend's parents but in the process the dad was shot dead. I have killed so many I cannot count. I arranged with others to have my sister's friend raped. I find it difficult to believe in the teachings of the church. I don't believe in God anymore...